I don't post in journals very much, it's just not my thing. The way I see it the past is the past, good or bad and if good then the memories I have are all I need to smile, and if it's bad then why would I want a text record of it? So, what I'm gonna do here is post a questionnaire so that you can get a little insight into my character. Don't forget, sometimes you have to read between the lines.

- Name: Rebecca Joy
- Single or taken: 100% given away to love.
- Gender: Femnazi.
- Sign: Libra bitches!
- Hair color: Brown. Just brown. Like a crayon.
- Eye color: It varies, but I like to say steel blue, the color of the metal.
- Height: Tall enough to put my hat on, short enough to reach the floor. 5'4"
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay: I happen to be straight with plenty of complicated female relationships. I am not bi though.

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- Favorite place to shop for clothes: OMFG HOT TOPIC and also Style 367.
- Favorite designer: I dunno. Tripp or whatever HT's most common designer is I guess. I'm not into haute couture designer crap.
- What is your sexiest outfit: FUCK I've got so many, lol. I'd say my lingerie, but technically that's not an outfit. And I guess I won't count my costumes... I don't know. For dressing up I like my TIGHT, high waisted pencil skirt with a pretty open blouse (the high wait holds it together to be just decent); for casual then I like... Um... I don't know. So many options.
- What is your most comfortable outfit: My gray pj pants and a hoodie.
- What do you usually wear: Well other than work clothes I like jeans, a cute top, some jewelry, cute shoes or boots, and maybe a cute hat. Or sometimes I like to punk out, goth out, or rock out.

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- Food: MEAT lol. I like fish a lot too.
- Girls names: Celina, Genesis, Felicity, Axelle
- Boys names: Noah, Aaron, Eric, Niel, Kenneth (after my grandpa, RIP 9/2009)
- Subjects in school: Math, art, English, home ec.
- Animals: Cats, Black Panthers, Leopards, Bengals, Bobcats. Also German Shepards.

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- Given anyone a bath: Yes, romantically and platonic. My nieces and nephews were babies in need of bathing once.
- Smoked: Yes, a few times. It's disgusting no matter how many times I try it in the hopes that it will do what everyone says it will and relieve my god damned stress. And I've never smoked the green either, or even been contact high.
- Bungee jumped: Hell no. Jumping off of high things freaks me out. I can't even stand by a railing on a third story for too long without getting vertigo.
- Made yourself throw up: No, but sometimes I wish I had, lol.
- Skinny dipped: Kind of but at the same time no.
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble: No, lol but I have made myself cry by pretending to cry to cover the fact that I was laughing.
- Cried when someone died: My grandpa... it was and still is very hard...
- Lied: Fucking stupid question. everyone in the universe has lied in some way or another at least once.
- Fallen for your best friend: Well, I became best friends with him after I fell. I mean if you can't tell your man absolutely everything then you don't have a good trusting relationship.
- Rejected someone: yeah, quite a few times. Not just guys.
- Used someone: I try my damnedest not to be a user, but I feel like I am using people sometimes.
- Done something you regret: Sure, but I get over it quickly, it's pointless to regret and I hate it. It's useless and only makes you feel shitty. If you can't fix it then move the fuck on.

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- Desktop picture: My POtO picture, the photo manip I did using stock photography.
- CD in player: None, listening to playlist.com
- DVD in player: V for Vendetta.

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- You touched: Aaron, my fiance.
- Hugged: Probably Aaron, or maybe it was Brian, his brother.
- You IMed: OH shit that's been a while. Probably Steph, my twin.
- Talk to online: Some peeps on Gaia in the picture post.

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- Understanding: I try hard to be, and I think I am.
- Open-minded: I try to be. I think I do well.
- Arrogant: On occasion. I try not to be.
- Insecure: Whenever I'm not wearing makeup, or when I am dancing and I feel my thighs start to burn because lol I know my legs are starting to lock up and I'm not sexy anymore.
- Random: People who answer this question with a yes or something "random" are either liars or posers or not as random as they think they are. So you tell me.
- Hungry: Fucking starving.;
- Smart: I like to think so, but I can also be very naive.
- Moody: LOL at that time of the month def!
- Organized: Sure, I try to be but LOL sometimes NO.
- Shy: Yeah, kind of. I used to be WAY more, like painfully so, but since I've started HAVING to be outgoing I am way more so.
- Difficult: I can be.
- Bored easily: No, I'm pretty easily entertained.
- Obsessed: I used to be much more easily obsessed over things than I am now. Except Aaron, I pretty much obsess over him.
- Angry: No.
- Sad: No.
- Happy: Pretty much always.
- Hyper: No, not right now.
- Trusting: Yes. Too.

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- Get really wasted with: T, Brandy, Brian, Steph, and Aaron. It's funner that way.
- Talk to offline: Brandy, T, Chelsea, Aaron, Steph, that funny guy from WinCo who, now that he knows where I work, may become a regular there.
- Talk to online: Chelsea.

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- Love is: Without it nothing is anything. Love is patient, love is kind. It is not jealous, it is not pompous, it is not inflated, it is not rude, it does not seek its own interests, it is not quick-tempered, it does not brood over injury,
it does not rejoice over wrongdoing but rejoices with the truth.
It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. <---stol'd.
- I dream about: SO RANDOM SHIT. Totally random shit. I rarely have Nightmares, but I often have dreams that I have fun dreaming. Sometimes I dream about sex. o_O
- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: It depends on what they're displaying, face usually first though, actually... pretty much every time, although bodies are a big second, especially when on display.

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- Makes you laugh the most: My friends, pretty much.
- Makes you smile: Aaron, my cats, art, lots of things.
- Makes you blush: Not very much really. I mean, I probably blush a lot more often than I am actually embarrassed, so I dunno.

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- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you: No, because I live with him so we don't IM usually. But I HAVE laid awake in bed with my phone next to me waiting for a call or text.
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: I used to because I hated being me, and I figured that it would be so much easier to be a guy. Actually I still think that, lol. xD No more menstruation, yay!
- Wish you were younger: Hell no. I love being how old I am.
- Cry because someone said something to you: Sometimes words hurt, but usually they just annoy.

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- Of times I have had my heart: Uh.... Had my heart what? o_o In my hand? never. On my sleeve? a few times. Stolen? once. Broken? In many ways many times, but romantically never.
- Of guys I've kissed: Um... 3. o_o And 2 of them I only kissed like once.
- Of girls I've kissed: 2. LOL. It's complicated! You wouldn't understand our special relationship!
- Of CD's I own: Shruggo. A bunch but not that many?
- Of scars on my body: I dunno, four or five that I can still see I guess.