I don't post in journals very much, it's just not my thing. The way I see it the past is the past, good or bad and if good then the memories I have are all I need to smile, and if it's bad then why would I want a text record of it? So, what I'm gonna do here is post a questionnaire so that you can get a little insight into my character. Don't forget, sometimes you have to read between the lines.

- Name: Rebecca Joy
- Single or taken: 100% given away to love.
- Gender: Femnazi.
- Sign: Libra bitches!
- Hair color: Brown. Just brown. Like a crayon.
- Eye color: It varies, but I like to say steel blue, the color of the metal.
- Height: Tall enough to put my hat on, short enough to reach the floor. 5'4"
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay: I happen to be straight with plenty of complicated female relationships. I am not bi though.

-----------• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •--------------

- Favorite place to shop for clothes: OMFG HOT TOPIC and also Style 367.
- Favorite designer: I dunno. Tripp or whatever HT's most common designer is I guess. I'm not into haute couture designer crap.
- What is your sexiest outfit: FUCK I've got so many, lol. I'd say my lingerie, but technically that's not an outfit. And I guess I won't count my costumes... I don't know. For dressing up I like my TIGHT, high waisted pencil skirt with a pretty open blouse (the high wait holds it together to be just decent); for casual then I like... Um... I don't know. So many options.
- What is your most comfortable outfit: My gray pj pants and a hoodie.
- What do you usually wear: Well other than work clothes I like jeans, a cute top, some jewelry, cute shoes or boots, and maybe a cute hat. Or sometimes I like to punk out, goth out, or rock out.

-------------• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •-----------------

- Food: MEAT lol. I like fish a lot too.
- Girls names: Celina, Genesis, Felicity, Axelle
- Boys names: Noah, Aaron, Eric, Niel, Kenneth (after my grandpa, RIP 9/2009)
- Subjects in school: Math, art, English, home ec.
- Animals: Cats, Black Panthers, Leopards, Bengals, Bobcats. Also German Shepards.

----------------• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •-------------

- Given anyone a bath: Yes, romantically and platonic. My nieces and nephews were babies in need of bathing once.
- Smoked: Yes, a few times. It's disgusting no matter how many times I try it in the hopes that it will do what everyone says it will and relieve my god damned stress. And I've never smoked the green either, or even been contact high.
- Bungee jumped: Hell no. Jumping off of high things freaks me out. I can't even stand by a railing on a third story for too long without getting vertigo.
- Made yourself throw up: No, but sometimes I wish I had, lol.
- Skinny dipped: Kind of but at the same time no.
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble: No, lol but I have made myself cry by pretending to cry to cover the fact that I was laughing.
- Cried when someone died: My grandpa... it was and still is very hard...
- Lied: Fucking stupid question. everyone in the universe has lied in some way or another at least once.
- Fallen for your best friend: Well, I became best friends with him after I fell. I mean if you can't tell your man absolutely everything then you don't have a good trusting relationship.
- Rejected someone: yeah, quite a few times. Not just guys.
- Used someone: I try my damnedest not to be a user, but I feel like I am using people sometimes.
- Done something you regret: Sure, but I get over it quickly, it's pointless to regret and I hate it. It's useless and only makes you feel shitty. If you can't fix it then move the fuck on.

------------• × • C U R R E N T • × •--------------

- Desktop picture: My POtO picture, the photo manip I did using stock photography.
- CD in player: None, listening to playlist.com
- DVD in player: V for Vendetta.

----------------• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •----------------------

- You touched: Aaron, my fiance.
- Hugged: Probably Aaron, or maybe it was Brian, his brother.
- You IMed: OH shit that's been a while. Probably Steph, my twin.
- Talk to online: Some peeps on Gaia in the picture post.

---------------• × • A R E | Y O U • × •---------------------

- Understanding: I try hard to be, and I think I am.
- Open-minded: I try to be. I think I do well.
- Arrogant: On occasion. I try not to be.
- Insecure: Whenever I'm not wearing makeup, or when I am dancing and I feel my thighs start to burn because lol I know my legs are starting to lock up and I'm not sexy anymore.
- Random: People who answer this question with a yes or something "random" are either liars or posers or not as random as they think they are. So you tell me.
- Hungry: Fucking starving.;
- Smart: I like to think so, but I can also be very naive.
- Moody: LOL at that time of the month def!
- Organized: Sure, I try to be but LOL sometimes NO.
- Shy: Yeah, kind of. I used to be WAY more, like painfully so, but since I've started HAVING to be outgoing I am way more so.
- Difficult: I can be.
- Bored easily: No, I'm pretty easily entertained.
- Obsessed: I used to be much more easily obsessed over things than I am now. Except Aaron, I pretty much obsess over him.
- Angry: No.
- Sad: No.
- Happy: Pretty much always.
- Hyper: No, not right now.
- Trusting: Yes. Too.

---------• × • W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A • × •--------

- Get really wasted with: T, Brandy, Brian, Steph, and Aaron. It's funner that way.
- Talk to offline: Brandy, T, Chelsea, Aaron, Steph, that funny guy from WinCo who, now that he knows where I work, may become a regular there.
- Talk to online: Chelsea.

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- Love is: Without it nothing is anything. Love is patient, love is kind. It is not jealous, it is not pompous, it is not inflated, it is not rude, it does not seek its own interests, it is not quick-tempered, it does not brood over injury,
it does not rejoice over wrongdoing but rejoices with the truth.
It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. <---stol'd.
- I dream about: SO RANDOM SHIT. Totally random shit. I rarely have Nightmares, but I often have dreams that I have fun dreaming. Sometimes I dream about sex. o_O
- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: It depends on what they're displaying, face usually first though, actually... pretty much every time, although bodies are a big second, especially when on display.

---------------• × • W H O • × • ---------------

- Makes you laugh the most: My friends, pretty much.
- Makes you smile: Aaron, my cats, art, lots of things.
- Makes you blush: Not very much really. I mean, I probably blush a lot more often than I am actually embarrassed, so I dunno.

--------------• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •-----------------

- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you: No, because I live with him so we don't IM usually. But I HAVE laid awake in bed with my phone next to me waiting for a call or text.
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: I used to because I hated being me, and I figured that it would be so much easier to be a guy. Actually I still think that, lol. xD No more menstruation, yay!
- Wish you were younger: Hell no. I love being how old I am.
- Cry because someone said something to you: Sometimes words hurt, but usually they just annoy.

-----------• × • N U M B E R • × •--------------

- Of times I have had my heart: Uh.... Had my heart what? o_o In my hand? never. On my sleeve? a few times. Stolen? once. Broken? In many ways many times, but romantically never.
- Of guys I've kissed: Um... 3. o_o And 2 of them I only kissed like once.
- Of girls I've kissed: 2. LOL. It's complicated! You wouldn't understand our special relationship!
- Of CD's I own: Shruggo. A bunch but not that many?
- Of scars on my body: I dunno, four or five that I can still see I guess.

Borrowed this from another deviant's journal. I love these things.

SECTION1/STATUS

Call me:: Ishmael. But no really, Becky is fine, or AB.
Height:: I reach the floor.
Hair Color:: It is brown, with tints of red from the temporary dye that never came all the way out.
Eye Color:: My eyes are hazel. Usually they look gray or blue, but they’re been green, brown, and gold before.
Where are you at?:: In front of my computer currently.

SECTION 2// HAVE YOU EVER??

Fallen off the bed?:: A few times.
Fallen for a relative?:: ….No?
Had plastic surgery?:: No.
Failed a class?:: That’s all ancient History.
Fail a whole year?:: Are you kidding, I fail at life.
Had a dream come true?:: Nope, never.
Done something you regret?:: Everyone has done something they regret if at least for a moment… I just choose to stop regretting after a day or two at the most.
Cheated on a test?:: You can’t prove it.
Broken a body part?:: Well that was that time when I broke that guys hand. Oh, you meant on my own personal self. Yes, that too.

SECTION 3// CURRENTLY

Wearing:: Since my work clothes are absolutely nothing special, I will tell you what I –will- be wearing when I get off work. My black jeans without the belt this time; a green camisole under my off the shoulder yellow “Lets Ride” shirt, the one with the horse on it in brown with some sparkly things; some toe socks; the necklace I made with the matching earings; some cute shoes and absolutely nothing in my hair.
Feeling:: Cold.
Reading:: A Painted House

Chatting:: No one.
Listening:: Z-fun 106… can’t find my PotO CDs and the other stations are all talk shows right now.
Craving:: Sunshine.

SECTION 4// DO YOU...

Brush your teeth?:: Yes, it’d be gross if I didn’t.
Like anyone?:: I love everyone.
Have any piercings?:: Ears
Drive?:: Yes, up the walls; people crazy; to distraction…
Love GOD?:: Yes.


SECTION 5// LAST PERSON YOU...

Hugged:: Wendy.
IMed:: Um… Ty I think.
Talked to on the phone:: Cherie. She was hung over.
Yelled at:: I try not to yell.
Checked out:: Um… I don’t know. Oh wait… No, wait, I didn’t check him out. Um… I think it was one of the guys I work with. Before I found out he wasn’t single.
Fell In love with:: I am not going to answer this one.
Turned down:: OMFG Um… Well… it depends on what I turned them down for. Kevin I think.
Missed:: Good company.

SECTION 6// PERSONAL

What do you want to be when you grow up?:: Responsible.
What has been the best day of your life?:: It hasn’t come yet.
What comes first in your life?:: My God, my family, my friends. In that order… but I count Wendy and her sons to be my family… she is my surrogate mother, and they are my brothers. Eleda and Cherie are my sisters.
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush?:: No to all.

SECTION 7// FAVORITE

Movie:: Phantom of the Opera without a doubt; then Sleepy Hollow, Pirates of the Caribbean, Memoirs of a Geisha, and any movie with Sean Connery.
Store:: Border’s Books
Relative:: I really couldn’t say?
Ice cream flavor:: Vanilla.
Candy:: Anything chocolate, and anything watermelon.
Car:: Shelby GT500, the ‘68 and the new models.
Magazine:: I don’t really read magazines… well, I read Teen Vogue I guess.
Day of the week:: Saturday, no matter what happens on that day.
Color:: RED, red, Crimson and RED.
Name for a girl:: Genesis (my first girl obviously), Noah, Jaden
Name for a boy:: Vincent, Erik, Aaron, Judah, Seth

SECTION 8// DO YOU

Like to give hugs?:: Yes.
Like to walk in the rain:: LOVE.
Sleep with or without clothes?:: That all depends.
Prefer black or blue pens?:: Blue. Be different.
Dress up for halloween?:: Totally.
Like to travel?:: Yes.
Have a goldfish?:: No.
Ever had the falling dream?:: Yes, usually off a cliff, but now I catch myself and climb back up.
Have stuffed animals?:: Way too many for a girl my age, hah. Mostly cats.
Go on vacation?:: As often as I can.

SECTION 9//WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT WHEN YOU FIRST HEAR THE WORD

Abortion:: A crime against humanity. Unborn babies are still human.
Summer:: Freedom.
Tattoos:: Not my thing.
Piercing:: They’re alright. I like having my ears done.
Drinking:: Ugh. Not any time soon.

I really cannot beleive I'm going to be gone for two weeks starting Sunday morning. xP I hate it. I'd much rather stay right where I am.

Anyways, I added a -ton- of pixel dolls today, I have more, but I don't feel like making a bunch of thumbnails for them, and I personally don't find them that good anyways. ~_~

Well, thats about it for now. xP

Ciao.

Ehh, some more art up today. I drew these for a random original character exchange on Gaia Online. The kitty boy(in my scrapbook) is fun. >.< But I hate the girl, I dislike coloring my sketches. Too bad I do it so often. D:


Peace out.

*yawn* today was long and uneventful. ~_~ I did alot of CG work today, posted two of them on here. ^_^ Hmm, I like the second one I posted better of the two. o_o I posted them on Gaia online, in the Random Avatar Giftart Thread. An awesome place to hang out I tell yah. o_o I'd link to it, but I'm too tired to tell WTF I'm doing.

Thanks for the welcomes and comments everybody.

Aaanyways, I'm super tired, so I'm off to bed. Peace out.